Friday, September 28, 2012

i hate people

here's my rant for the day. I absolutely hate people. Well, not all people. I hate the people who because they don't understand depression, anxiety, anorexia, what have that because they don't understand them they instantly say they are not real and they are just in your head. THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT FEELS LIKE. They have no idea what it feels like to have to convince yourself to get out of bed everyday. They have no idea what it feels like to get anxiety attacks and feelings of panic in public places, or in general. they have no idea what it feels like to have to force yourself to eat at least once a day because you know you need to. THEY DON'T KNOW. Just because you don't understand something, or you don't have those feelings does NOT mean that you can just write it off like its not big deal. You would never say "Oh it's just cancer. It's not that big of a deal" so WHY would you say "oh its just depression" or "oh she's just starving herself." or "oh it's just anxiety". They are a big deal. It's something IN your head. Just because they can't physically show you with an xray or a scar, does not mean that they don't exist. SO depression anxiety and anorexia aren't real, but your ADD is, but your child's autism is. What if I said your child's autism was just something you made up to excuse his bad behavior? You'd be pissed as fuck. So don't say my depression, my anxiety, the fact I struggle with anorexia is just an excuse. DO NOT EVER say its a ploy for attention. Because half of my friends don't even know I struggle with these things. If I was doing it for attention everybody and their mother would know. So, until you know me don't you DARE write of any of my disorders. EVER.

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