when everythings just like the movies,. you bleed just to know youre a live.

i mean, i guess i don't really have anything to be upset about persay. but life is hard. and i know it's hard for everyone. but i feel like i'm sick of being critisized for having depression and anxiety. i try so hard everyday to mask it with the smile. to keep on going . i mean i have the best friends a girl could ask for and a wonderful boyfriend that would do anything for me. but i still can't be fully happy. in my parents eyes i can never do right. i mean i was even recently told i was a fuck up. so if that's any indication of why I'm criticized so much. i have no motivation to do anything. i would be just peachy sitting at home all day doing nothing. the only thing thats keeping me going is my friends and the fact that i'm moving out soon. it also helps that my friends keep pushing me. they're there no matter what. i mean it's the hardest thing in the world admitting that youre not okay.... but sometimes you have to get over the hard stuff to be completely happy..